Horrible day and it's only 10:20am

[Mrs. Danger]

So my mom called me this morning (earlier then I usally talk to her). She sounded horrible. She said she didnt' know who to tell me what she needed to say. I was sure it was going to be about my grandma who will celebrate he 93 brithday in just a few weeks. I told her to jsut say it. I was shock when she told me that my brother was dead. (He's my step-brother but my parents have been together sinceh e was 2 and was the closest thing to a sibling I ever had.) From what my mom said was skate boarding and fell and hit his head. Mom doesn't think that he had a heldmet on cause he didn't really wear it. My hear t is broken. He was a great kid and I loved him. After hearing this shocking news I couldn't even get words out. I know my mom felt so bad that she had to call and tell me this horrible news in the morning. I think the first I said to her was "How I'm I supposed to tell Steven?" My mom said she didn't know. Steven LOVED his uncle Riley. Uncle Riley was like a god in Steven's eyes. I was amazed that Uncle Riley could ride a dirt bike and skate board. I tried my best to tell Steven what happened and how we alway need to wear our helemts but I dont' know that he really understood me. He said he's in heaven with Grandpa Steve and they can see us from their house now casue uncle Riley's with Grandpa in his house now. From what my mom said the Dr that she spoke with said he probably died on impact. Thanks god he didn't have to suffer.
I guess all that can be said it he died doing something he truely loved and who could ask for more in death? But really who dies while skate boarding? I can't even grasp what happened. My eyes are so puffy from crying I'm amazed I can even see out ofr them.

I'm probably won't be on here much in the next week or so since I have to help my parent plan the service and what not.